I said, "do you remember bluh bluh bluh" and he just-- cut me off, basically, all like, "Crobat'll take you home." So.

[ heeeee shrugs. it was a pretty clear dismissal, if nothing else. ]

I mean, it came after a pretty shitty and dramatic conversation where he was all exasperated by me and very clearly angry at my choices and dismissive of my feelings. Which-- is fine. I'm not saying I was blameless? Because, like, let me be clear. It's sweet of you to think otherwise, but I'm a super stupid dude. All the things I think and do are like, the wrong things to think and do.

[ he breathes out. ]

But - god. I'm just venting. I don't want this to get back to him? Because we'll probably talk... in a day or two. And I'll apologize for my part in this and for overreacting and he'll hopefully apologize for his. Just - man. I don't have a lot of friends I can rely on, and-- and, like-- it sucks fighting with one of them.